Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not

This isn’t supposed to happen

You’re not supposed to kiss me as soon as you see me.
You’re not supposed to put your hand on my leg while you’re driving or while we’re sitting at dinner.
You’re not supposed to be always clinging onto me.
You’re not supposed to kiss me while I’m sleeping.
You’re not supposed to tell me you’re more comfortable with me than you are with anyone else and that I make you feel safe.
You’re not supposed to know exactly how to hold me to make me fall asleep in your arms.
You’re not supposed to call me baby.
You’re not supposed to look at me with such seriousness in your eyes and ask me what I’m afraid of.

I’m not supposed to like you back this time.
But waking up to your arms around me is the best feeling I’ve had in so long.
You’re going to leave my bed today and I’m actually going to miss you :/